Crossdresser looking for a mature man

First name

Carly

I Can Speak

English

I Would Describe Myself As

I've been a crossdresser all my life every chance I would get I'd put clothes for girls on and daydream that I was a girl. All my life I was stuck pretending to be a boy while my brain was thinking like a girl even while pretending to be a boy I was liking boys. Of course as I was growing up I was expected to be a man and find me a wife which is pretty ironic I never really found women sexually attractive I'd be out with my male friends they would all be checking the girls out but what they didn't know was I was looking at all cute boys if they knew they probably would have beat me up. So as I'm getting older Im tired of pretending to be a man.i want be the woman that I don't need to pretend anymore. When I was growing up I dreamt that I was a woman with a boyfriend and some dreams I was a beautiful bride wearing the most beautiful wedding dress. I would like the men out there to know that I'm not a one night stand. I'm a one man woman who wants a one woman man. I hope I'm not being to long for everyone but I want to find a good man to share my life with and give him loving and take care of him. I also want you men to know I've never been with a man before even though I've always wanted a man to make to me but was to scared I guess I'm a virgin but I'm still a proper lady and won't make love to the first man that sweet talks me.and really need a man to show me how a takes care of his lady.
I just wish I was more brave when I was younger and change my sex and be a teenage girl and have me a boyfriend. Cause growing up I had to date girls I never liked having sex with girls it used make me feel like I was a lesbian. I also don't want a man that wants my little Micro tiny boy so called penis as far I'm hes dead I'm so tiny that I call between my legs her. So gentlemen if any ones out that's Interested in a virgin. I don't want a man rushing me to have sex if we hit it off and like each other maybe after the third date maybe we will spend the night together and he can show me how a man makes love to a woman and I will show him how I will make a man very happy. I know in my heart I'm sugar and spice and everything nice in my heart I'm all woman. I want a man that people think he's straight and I don't want to think of you as a gay man my mind thinks so much like a woman that I think of myself as a straight woman not a gay man cause I'm not gay

Sign

Scorpio

My Body Type Is

Average

My Height Is

5' 9 (1.75 m)

My Eyes Are

Brown

My Ethnicity Is

Hispanic/latino

My Marital Situation Is

Widowed

I Have Kids

Yes - Not At Home

I Want Kids

Not Sure

My Best Feature Is

Legs

Body Art

Visible Tattoo

My Hair Is

Dark Brown

I Have One Or More Of These

No pets

Willing To Relocate

Yes

My Education Level Is

Some High School

My Current Employment Status Is

Retired

My Speciality Is

Other

I Make This Much In A Year

$15,000USD To $29,999USD

I Live

With Roomate(s)

At Home

Friends Come Over Often

I'm A Smoker

Yes - Trying To Quit

I Drink

Yes - Socially

Back In High School, I Was A

Quiet One

My Social Behavior Is

Friendly

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Learning, Tv, Internet, Cooking, Playing Cards

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Hanging Out With Friends, Going Shopping, Trying New Things

An Ideal First Date Would Be

Romantic movie and dinner

I've Always Wanted To Try

To be a woman fulltime with a man to love

My Friends Describe Me As Being

Friendly

My Religion Is

Not Religious

I Attend Services

Never

My Political Views Are

Middle Of The Road

My Goal In Life Is

A long term relationship and maybe get married and be his wife.all my life I dreamt of being a beautiful bride wearing a beautiful wedding dress

My Kind Of Humor Is

Campy

On Tv, I Always Watch

News, Dramas, Movies, Reality Shows, Soaps

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Romance

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Country, Rock, Metal, Pop, Dance, Soul

When I Read, I Always Read

News, Biography, History, Music, Romance

My Idea Of Fun Is

Playing strip poker with my man

What Do You Find Attractive?

Wit, Spontaneity, Sensitivity, Humor, Good Looks, Thoughtfullness

What Do You Look For?

A caring and respectful mature man

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Committed