Shy, Honest, Friendly CD in RI

I Can Speak

English

I Would Describe Myself As

I would describe myself as a kinky but shy crossdresser that yearns to be a woman. I love dressing in girly clothes and being as feminine as possible. I suppose that makes me a male lesbian of sorts.

While listed here, I do not always crossdress...in fact, lately, I rarely do. I mean, I clearly have a part of me that craves to...I think it is in wanting to feel pretty, sexy, and fun. Maybe its because it is sort of a tabboo. i don't know.

So, while I'm sort of a closet crossdresser at the moment, perhaps one in semi-denial, that doesn't change what I wish to be. I'm real, friendly, generous, honest and harmless. I would like this to be "our" secret...something intimate that we share, and no one else knows about.

I'm VERY open-minded and accepting, and never judge others...likely because I know how that feels. I do have a few lines I won't cross. I'm flesh & blood afterall, and have my own feelings, dreams, and wishes. I tend to move slow at first, and this being online, will likely move somewhat slower still. Everyone has to feel safe and secure, and move at their own pace.

Sign

Aries

My Body Type Is

Slim

My Height Is

5' 9 (1.75 m)

My Eyes Are

Hazel

My Ethnicity Is

Caucasian

My Marital Situation Is

Single

I Have Kids

No

I Want Kids

Yes

My Best Feature Is

Eyes

My Hair Is

Dark Brown

I Have One Or More Of These

No pets

Willing To Relocate

Yes

My Education Level Is

University Degree

My Current Employment Status Is

Self-employed

My Speciality Is

Legal

I Live

With Roomate(s), With Parent(s)

At Home

All Is Calm

I'm A Smoker

No

I Drink

Yes - Socially

Back In High School, I Was A

Nerd

My Social Behavior Is

Shy, Friendly

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Sports, Reading, Movies, Dining, Travel

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Staying At Home, The Movies, Playing Dress-up

An Ideal First Date Would Be

An ideal date would have me initially as my male self, stressing out over my fear that I'll be thought of as a weird or bizarre when the truth gets revealed. During this date, perhaps over dinner, as I gained the confidence to trust her, I'd tell her some of my desires, and she'd be excited by it, wanting to partake in it...not disgusted with it, and not merely tolerant of it. Something promising me then and there that this could perhaps be something more... Basically, an ideal first date is me trusting someone to tell them who I really am, and finding a friendly, accepting, and understanding response.

I've Always Wanted To Try

Like many the dress, I like the idea of being submissive. The more I submit, the more I start to believe I really care for that person. When in love, I essentially abandon free thought on many things. I suppose I'd like to try just seeing how long that could last, how far I'd go in trusting someone, and how deep I'd allow myself to fall.

My Friends Describe Me As Being

Friendly, Someone They Want To Be

My Religion Is

Agnostic

I Attend Services

Never

My Political Views Are

Very Liberal

My Goal In Life Is

Like everyone else's...to find happiness.

My Kind Of Humor Is

Dry / Sarcastic, Friendly, Sadistic

On Tv, I Always Watch

News, Situation Comedies, Movies, Sports

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Comedy, Romance, Drama

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Rock, Pop, Classical, I Don't Like Music

When I Read, I Always Read

Fiction, Political, Reference

My Idea Of Fun Is

Ideally...to be in love. But to get there, I'd like to be a man by day so to speak, and allowed to reveal my more feminine side at night. I'd like a woman who can indulge and partake in that, and I'll obediently love her for it, and treat her like my own goddess.

What Do You Find Attractive?

Intelligence, Good Looks, Empathy, Flirtatiousness, Thoughtfullness

What Do You Look For?

I'm looking for a kind, intelligent, person...ready and willing to accept me as I am, to have fun, to be loved, and hopefully, capable of loving me.

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Internet Buddy, Friend, Date, Intimate, Committed